UNTOLD ME

Sometimes when I smell the earth drenched in tiny water droplets

Sometimes when I close my eyes and let the rain fall on my forehead

Sometimes when I open my arms while moving on top of the world

Sometimes when I run hard- not to run but to be ahead

Sometimes life gives you some things you never wanted to keep

Sometimes you have your eyes open, still someone awakens you from a deep sleep

Some move ahead, some lag behind- my mind racing till eternity

I find myself in a lead, still a dead beat

Sometimes while marinating in the nausea of win

The dark calls in a stentorian beep

Ah! you have an option of a military goodness

Unfortunately, you choose to be the dregs of the society

Someone, somewhere waits for me sometimes

For whom I have an intimate reply, but I don't

She does tote my image sometimes, ready to moan

But her primeval, rare image let me remember her sometimes

I've ran too hard, left all my comrades behind

Too late to realise where am I

Ran all over, hewing all difficulties, as well as heads

Better than me are the fifth columnist friends

You say- I always did the best, but I didn't

Because I tried, but lost the identity- Who Am I?

This is a cataclysm and I'm a cannibal

I'm in a permanent black out in search for an aura

Please tell me the ballad of truth- I'm capable

I accede to your every demand, because I don't have anything you want

Peace, Love, Energy... give me absoluteness

There is someone, somewhere who will give me what I need, but I don't know what to want

I want to become myself, just "Be Me"

I'm capable...

I'm waiting for you...

Looking, searching, yearning for you

I'm waiting for you

Looking for anything but perfect..... Complete Me

I am,

waiting for you ... ... ...

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BE_ME